it's been a long time

it's been a long time

since last time i'm here

i've been transferred to West Malaysia,

pray to Allah,

we are close now,

even though still had about few hundred kilometers to see you,

but nothing possible,

we can still see each other

hehehe

now were planning,

for something that would change our life,

hoping for the best,

Pray to Allah,

be strong,

and i'll be strong for you

you're my PRINCESS OF FROZEN LIGHT,

and i'm your KNIGHT of LOST DARKNESS..

love you my DEAR NJ

Hari Raya Aidilfitri

it's coming soon..

just few days left.

i'm back for sure.

to where i'm belong.

miss u, miss all my family.

hoping for the best.

i'm coming home.

pray to Allah.

waiting for good news from top management.

no song, just a little writing.

but not i'm listening to

Khalifah - Mungkinkah Jadi Nyata

very nice song...

Planning on transfer... Coz I need You...

about three years already since i'm coming to sabah.

now i'm plan to go back.

to where i'm belong.

sabah give me such a good memory and feeling.

all that happen got reason.

i know you,

and what most important.

You are my fiancee now..

very happy that moment when i come to your house..

thank you

i need you....<3

It's better than good....

just something simple,

Good, Better, Best

To become the best is not easy. Need to beat the rest to become the best. But i prefer to become better than the best.

It's not easy but it's not hard also.

So i choose to become Better than Good..

Robbie William - Better Man

Management Meeting~

Almost a week, preparing slide show for presentation to Vice President Genting Plantation about current matter and yield production of my division.. Almost complete but feel like very hard to finish.. Actually not in the mood to write anything because i supposedly to focus on completing the presentation.. but then i lost my focus...

don't know what happen...

then my head seem agreed to me when he start to spin along with me.. need time to rest.. so that all i want to write right now.. stop writing and go back home..

will continue again this afternoon....

hoping the idea will come just as the heavy rain come down yesterday..........

Note:

i need you here.. really need you.. NJ <3

 

Potret

such a nice song..

Potret sing by Akim and the Majistret..

Kind love this song after listen to Era 40 chart today..

 After so long not posting anything in this blog,

then i choose to post this song..

actually i don't know what to write in here.. 

that why in early stage i just put the lyric of each song i post..

then.. let listen to this song guys..

Tuhan Jagakan Dia

Tuhan Jagakan Dia

Semoga dia sentiasa dalam lindungan Mu Ya Allah..

Because I love Her very much..

Bila..

Bila....

today entry will be in Bahasa..

Bila...

sakit itu datang baru kita teringatkan DIA

Berdoa dan memohon

Kerana ketika ini

Hidup tanpa sesiapa disisi..

Bila...

Ketika senang mudahnya diri ini alpa

Hidup dalam kesenangan

Jauh di perantauan

Tanpa teman disisi

Tidak pernah berfikir akan kesusahan jika sendiri

Hari ini..

Sakit itu datang lagi

Semakin kerap dan semakin kuat

Masih sendiri diperantauan

Bermohon kepada-NYA

Agar dikurangkan sedikit

Hari ini...

Berharap agar ada somebody disisi

Mengenang saat masih bersama keluarga

Ibu dan bapa

Menjaga bersama-sama tiada lelahnya

Terima kasih mak dan abah..

Merindui mereka di kala ini..

Note: sempat jugak update walaupon kepala sakit.. hehehe

A little bit different...

today entry

a little bit different

than usual

this is on response to your last entry my dear.

i know that you feel down

you can't compare yourself with others dear,

even though they might be better than you

but you are special the way you are

you not them my dear.

 please be strong my dear,

i also have a weakness 

and everybody have weaknesses

but with both of us together

we'll make the weakness to become our strength

do trust me my dear...

can't wait to see you next month...

Sorry, Blame it on me

I'm apologize for my mistake..

I'm really sorry for it...

I'm sorry for being stupid..

I'm sorry for being not aware..

I'm sorry because I'm not perfect...

I'm sorry because I can't replace anybody..

I'm sorry for everything i have done, for the thing not occur yet...

 

Poem Of Love

Poem of Love

One of most sweetest song i ever heard..

but not my choice during karaoke session cause this song is in slow rhythm..

hehehe..

Last night, there's a problem with me.. i also don't know what really happen.. i feel like something wrong with my head.. I'm really sorry for what happen last night dear..

That why i dedicate this song for u.. when we met again next 4 month i will sing this song for you.. hehehe..

do remind me again My Dear NJ..

Terima Kasih

Thank you...

Very nice song to listen to.

This song is sing by underground Band, THE OFFICIAL.

Thank you to all my family, my friend, my enemy and all people who know my name. For all the memory, sweet and sour, bitter and bad.

Cause this what make my life, give colors to my life.

Black and white that's my color.

First,

Thanks To ALLAH,

Second,

Thanks to Mak and Abah...

Third,

Thanks to my sibling, my older brother, younger brother and sister....

and also,

Thanks to all my friend and my colleague

Also thanks to My Dear NJ cause give more color to my life.. Thanks You very much Dear.....

Teratai Bunga Indah

Today entry a bit different from others, because in this entry I won't copy the lyrics of the song but i write something..

My english not really good but i'll try to write in English. This is because, yesterday when i have nothing to do, i pick up the remote controller for astro and switch from one to another tv program before i go to play soccer. Then i found out one interesting story to watch. 

~BILA SHUIB SPEAKING LONDON~

it's a story about one young man who got a chance to had a dinner with Beyonce but he must know how to speak english fluently. Because of that, he start to learn and at the end, he can speak english very fluently. What i want to share here is, Shuib very afraid to speak in front of people and his teacher talk to him this quote, 

 ~don't afraid to make mistake, it will lead to another mistake, life is short, just go on and enjoy life to the fullest~

I can't remember well what his teacher said, but it's just the same meaning with what i wrote above. and now i'll try to speak more with my colleague.

What is the connections between song and the entry i had wrote? Actually they had no connection at all.. The song i just put because of i like the song very much. Yesterday night I watch Anugerah Meletop Era and they had this song played. So it inspired me to write again in this blog.. but i think i need to change a bit about my entry so i put the story about English.

Had a very long night since my fiancee phone broke down. Hope it doesn't cost to much to repair.

I miss You My Dear NJ.. <3 

 

Knock Knock

Bulan bintang kau janjikan
Tidak aku teruja
Cakap memang mudah
Semuanya mampu

Kata manis kau beri
Ku terpikat belum tentu
Cakap memang murah
Oh, kau pun tau

Kiranya kau benar mahu
Kiranya kau benar mahuku
One, two ku sayang kamu
Jangan sakiti aku

Knock knock
Mahu ku perhatian
Talk talk
Mahu ku kau buktikan
Jangan tersalah, jangan tersilap
Jangan abaikan ku

Knock knock
Ku beri kau semua
Talk talk
Ku buktikan diriku
Jangan tersalah, jangan tersilap
Jangan abaikan ku

Jaga-jaga hati, jaga-jaga nanti
Kalau ku hampa kau kan rasa
Jaga-jaga hati, jaga-jaga nanti
Kalau ku terluka kau pun kan sama

Bukan mahu tunjuk diva
Bukan nak mengada
Cuma ku tak mahu kecewa selalu
Dan andai apa ku beri
Tidak cukup untukmu
Katakan padaku apa kau mahu

Kiranya kau benar mahu
Kiranya kau benar mahuku
One, two ku sayang kamu
Jangan sakiti aku

Knock knock
Mahu ku perhatian
Talk talk
Mahu ku kau buktikan
Jangan tersalah, jangan tersilap
Jangan abaikan ku

Knock knock
Ku beri kau semua
Talk talk
Ku buktikan diriku
Jangan tersalah, jangan tersilap
Jangan abaikan ku

Jaga-jaga hati, jaga-jaga nanti
Kalau ku hampa kau kan rasa
Jaga-jaga hati, jaga-jaga nanti
Kalau ku terluka kau pun kan sama

1, haruslah setia
2, jangan cakap bohong
Buatku nangis jangan, jangan
3, buatku tersenyum
4, ulangi dari 1

Knock knock
Talk talk
Knock knock
Talk

Mahu ku hanya perhatian
Talk talk
Mahu ku untuk kau buktikan
Jangan pernah kau abaikan ku

Knock knock
Mahu ku perhatian
Talk talk
Mahu ku kau buktikan
Jangan tersalah, jangan tersilap
Jangan abaikan ku

Knock knock
Talk talk

First time isten to this song, I think she is Malay woman.. But when i search for video now i know she's not Malay woman... But she has such a unique voice..

 Let listen to this song together.. :-)

Ku Pinang Kau Dengan BISMILLAH

Tuhan memberikanku cinta
Untuk ku persembahkan hanyalah padamu
Dia anugerahkanku kasih
Hanya untuk berkasih berbagi denganmu

Atas restu Allah ku ingin milikimu
Ku berharap kau menjadi yang terakhir untukku
Restu Allah ku mencintai dirimu
Ku pinang kau dengan Bismillah

Hampa terasa bila ku tanpamu
Hidupku terasa mati jika ku tak bersamamu
Hanya dirimu satu yang aku inginkan
Ku bersumpah sampai mati hanyalah dirimu (hanyalah dirimu)

Atas restu Allah ku ingin milikimu
Ku berharap kau menjadi yang terakhir untukku
Restu Allah ku mencintai dirimu
Ku pinang kau dengan Bismillah

Atas restu Allah ku ingin milikimu
Ku berharap kau menjadi yang terakhir untukku
Restu Allah ku mencintai dirimu
Ku pinang kau dengan Bismillah

Let enjoy this song in celebration of my engagement.. hehehe..

I know from now on, there will be a big challenge for You and Me.. I will do my best for us to be together in future.. This will be the first step i take to take u as mine..

Let's pray together for us both My DEAR.. :-)

Suara Cinta

Dahulu cinta kita berbunga
Sayang sepenuh nyawa
Di dalam hatiku merindu
Sayang kau tak tahu

Dahulu kita berjanji setia
Tidak akan berpisah
Katamu hanyalah diriku
Buat selamanya

Sehingga kini ku masih sayang
Tapi mengapa kau hilang di mata
Sehingga kini ku masih cinta
Apa pun terjadi tetap setia

 

Oh kekasih
Dengarkanlah suara cinta dari hatiku
Oh kekasih berpeganglah pada janji
Ya Tuhanku berikanlah petunjukmu pada kekasihku
Moga takdir melindungi cinta kita sepanjang masa

Alangkah bahagia kurasa
Setelah kau insafi
Janganlah engkau mungkiri
Menghiris hatiku

Voice of love... it really come from deep inside our heart.. it depend.. sometime it can be heard and sometime it can't..

 if you found true love then u can hear it.. but if don't the voice still remain until u find it..

and i have found mine... thank u dear..

Berita kepada Kawan

Perjalanan ini
Trasa sangat menyedihkan
Sayang engkau tak duduk
Disampingku kawan

Banyak cerita
Yang mestinya kau saksikan
Di tanah kering bebatuan

Tubuhku terguncang
Dihempas batu jalanan
Hati tergetar menatap
kering rerumputan

Perjalanan ini pun
Seperti jadi saksi
Gembala kecil
Menangis sedih ...

Kawan coba dengar apa jawabnya
Ketika di kutanya mengapa
Bapak ibunya tlah lama mati
Ditelan bencana tanah ini

Sesampainya di laut
Kukabarkan semuanya
Kepada karang kepada ombak
Kepada matahari

Tetapi semua diam
Tetapi semua bisu
Tinggal aku sendiri
Terpaku menatap langit

Barangkali di sana
ada jawabnya
Mengapa di tanahku terjadi bencana

Mungkin Tuhan mulai bosan
Melihat tingkah kita
Yang selalu salah dan bangga
dengan dosa-dosa

Atau alam mulai enggan
Bersahabat dengan kita
Coba kita bertanya pada
Rumput yang bergoyang

very nice song to hear... full of morale and advice..

why it is happened.. just don't blame anyone..

take a minute and remind ourself.. 

are we doing the right thing..

then.. see u in next post..

Kau Jaga Slalu Hatimu

kau jaga selalu hatimu

 saat jauh dariku

tunggu aku kembali

 mencintaimu aku tenang

 memilikimu aku ada

di setiap engkau membuka mata

merindukanmu selalu ku rasakan

 selalu memelukmu penuh cinta

 itu yang selalu aku inginkan
kau mampu membuatku tersenyum

dan kau bisa membuat nafasku lebih berarti

 
reff: 

kau jaga selalu hatimu

 saat jauh dariku

tunggu aku kembali 

ku mencintaimu selalu 

menyayangimu sampai akhir menutup mata

 
kau mampu membuatku tersenyum 

dan kau bisa membuat nafasku lebih berarti

 
repeat reff [2x]
kau, kau jaga selalu hatimu

this song i get from watching Maharaja Lawak Mega,

Shuib from Sepahtu sing this song during their performance,

then i search for it..i really like it very much..

i had give this song to you.. since i'm very far from u my dear..

i hope u wait for me there.. i'll be back for u..

cause u are the only one in my mind right now... nobody else..

i only have u and my family..

since u already found this blog.. i know u will read this post my dear..